There's the choice to continue with ballet or to try other extracirricular activities. I'm thinking gymnastics, swimming, or perhaps cheerleading! I cheered so it seems like a necessary step to at least try it. Through common inquiry I found out that nearby private schooling is not as expensive as I may have thought-but still. I have four children. Is the thought even worth entertaining?
I am brought to a topic I think about often. How different would our lives be if we lived in another country. One where private schooling was all schooling. One where medical care and insurance was never a worry. I think into the future of cars, expensive trends, much desired game consoles, college tuition and even one day weddings! How does one afford these expenses when you have two sets of twins only two years apart?
Somedays I wonder if these thoughts drown me or simply strengthen my faith. I figure that it was God's promises alone that got me this far I expect that it will be the same thing I'll have to cling to in our latter years. When I think of the two-sided promise to do His will and spread His Word as a simple exchange for His favor I am perplexed with knowing what His will truly is for me.
Having been involved with ministry for years and now being married to a minister it is easy to stay extremely busy and still be so unproductive. Some days there's an emptiness that resignates within me and I simply respond in prayer...
I do feel I have something more to share but do not know where to start. For now I'll juggle my many hats and keep my thoughts to myself that is-until they become clearer.
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